All of a sudden I am not myself any more
Just a shadow of whom I used to be
Though being had little to do with living
Living less to do with the rest of the things
I used to think I was
.
All of a sudden, too often, you
Showed up to send signs
That what I was doing was all wrong
And you that I had a special gift
And then you , who
could not believe that shift in me
could not believe that shift in me
.
And
All of a sudden the scary moments
Sacrified my existence
Turning into a tiny silly clown
At times, too often, aware.
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Posted for d'verse- Open Link Night 16
IMAGE: Fragile, by Metal Edz