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Tuesday, December 27

Another Today





Today this I might
 

Feel like that queen

Sea-born

Night-loving

Most desired.

Apparent and unseen
 

I might right now

Feel gold crowned

Illustrious

Lustrous nails

Laughter-loving

Most desired.
 

By even those…

Reverent minds

Persuading

The most inclined

And also the least sharp.


So I’d be

Aphrodite

Encircling it all

Joined to harmony

For life.

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Image...(cannot remember)

Wishing everyone who might drop by and those who never will a very happy new year.
Be good! ;-)

Friday, December 23

archway




I fall

because that’s what I choose
too late the new voices
came to whisper
that there might be a way out

those voices of the past
remain in this corridor
my own archway
looking out
into a dry dreary garden

I fall in and out
for not being perfect
that much I know

but see
 I am able to imagine
there are flowers and butterflies, instead
despite my willing to rather stay
in this duct.

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windswept in grandeur by

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Posting for Free Write Friday
And Adding some contrast at d'verse
:-)

Tuesday, December 20

no star


it’s getting more and more lonely
this December night,
lost childhood
and weary elves
which no longer occur

no more kisses under mistletoe

my courage trembling
at my temples,

my chest getting impatient
like my  thighs

wonderful neglected verbs
longing  to emplore

somewhere to grasp
my new miracle
my axiom
or just a manger…

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“Sandcastles" from "Whispers" series by

Posted for d'verse




Friday, December 16

not the end


Don’t you go
.
Don’t
.
There ‘s still some tune
 In my head
.
All by itself
Humming
While I try to enjoy
This moment of the end
Of exhaustion.
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Image credit
Abstract Transitions Panel 4, by Cameron Gray


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Saturday, December 10

On the Tip of My Tongue



Lost it
T' was heartfelt 

Of course 

And I had written it so briefly and clearly

In my mind 

It wasn’t about the stars or the moon 

That blah blah blah

No

Nor was it about me and you
Or you
Or me
Or Him

Was not about that stuff

which tries to bother me

All the time

Day after day 

Night after night

It was more about ...

It was better than that 
But I lost it
Shame
In the sack.

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Tuesday, December 6

My Sack





It’s this moment I feel

So perfect now, as a relief

Now here and so quickly, already gone

Together with all that’s past

And so belongs in the sack of my memories

So good there is a hole

Which lets a few now and then abscond

And so the weight lessens

Hands open allowing balloons vanish

Up into that place with the air

Who knows where.
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Royal Self by

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Tuesday, November 29

Scribbling Essence



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..
I am a writer
I write
so as to explain what can not be explained
expressing great things through small words

.
I write
for those who can not read me
and never will
guess that is the many other mes...
.
as I write I paint my voice
and make projects of what should have been
and how unlucky it never was
never will
.

I write about  the misery of this and other worlds
I write
for it’s the only way for me to state
I am a writer
.
I write
in an attempt to discern and
unravel
the capital letters
 of  l·i·f·e .
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Fairy Scribe by
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Sunday, November 27

Insolence






Had he lost his voice?

Not completely

For still I could hear

What he needed to say

Was clear.



His look disperse

Mine so direct.



I was assertive

Shy his mess.



I thought we had thought

A bliss had been born

Instead, a deep pain.



What failed?

Showing him my weakness

Or my strength?

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Tuesday, November 22

Holding Stars



High up in this lookout
I keep my privacy and pledge

Nightfall’s my guest

And  as if basking
 in that reflected glory
You pretend

 While I defy
And get loose and lost
In that  imperfect accordance
 of you
 with one another

Observing me
Like flakes at times
Flames at others

About to fall down on my serenity
So as to  freeze my intelligence
Or  maybe
burn my nescience.
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Image credit:  A Transitory Valentine by


 

Saturday, November 19

So and So


Do not misunderstand me

So much

So often

So now and then and again

I am not turning back

For I passed on to page twenty five

Where I am writing about

All I cannot hold back

And all I will not- everything

But sad.



Mistakes I’ll make

Yet  

Oh now …

So much more conscious.

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I might not have changed that much. But one thing is sure, you are aware of when you've become a mature person the day you learn to distinguish between what is important from what is not. Today at d'verse the topic is about changes in life. Go have a visit and take part. Thank you!

Monday, November 14

Dry

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I have no further intentions
Though you might think I do
Cause that’s what I reflected
What inside was true
As it’s true
I forgot to water you
Cause I also forgot
It had not rained for a long while
And your dryness
Was like that tear about to fall
That puppy asking me
To lift him
And be his mum
Until he learned or glimpsed
Life is hard
And devastating.

________________

Flower Offering by

Sunday, November 13

Blue Urge

 

 

 

Water to moonbeam


So dark


Blind


Before your


Blue eyes


This


Transparency.


 


I jump into a giddy


Eternity.


 


Blue man,


Smiling you,


Where are you urging me to?


 


 

Monday, October 31

Often


All of a sudden I am not myself any more
Just a shadow of whom I used to be
Though being had little to do with living
Living less to do with the rest of the things
I used to think I was
.
All of a sudden, too often, you
Showed up to send signs
That what I was doing was all wrong
And you that I had a special gift
And then you , who
could not believe that shift in me
  .
And
All of a sudden the scary moments
Sacrified my existence
Turning into a tiny silly clown
At times, too often, aware.

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IMAGE: Fragile, by Metal Edz

Tuesday, October 25

Been There


So stimulating this feeling is
Because as you think and feel
As you feel and think
No witness comes to play
So you can give free rein
To your imagination

No limits
No nuances…
No censorship’s allowed…

This love…
Has
No agreements or disagreements
No arguments
No dirty details
It doest not get old
For it’s out of time and space

 

This love…

Is not moody
But clean
Pure
Always loose.
.
Invention
Creativity
.
That perfection
One always seeks
.
Sweeter than just sweet...

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Image Escucho Tu Voz en Silencio (Google)

Tuesday, October 18

Been Trying

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Been trying
to change our fate

Forcing life to take my direction
Because I was taught hope is never lost

Thinking how to change your thinking
When never could I 
  mine…

Thus, you would forgive me
I would forget
And we would start
all over again

Because I was taught
 we must forget the past
Enjoy the present
Dream the future

Been trying,
Been
failing.
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Image: I Have You in My Sights by Amanda Cass


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