Zero What?

You brought light

To my eyes

You brought back the smile

To my lips

You brought wisdom

And together with mine

That made two and two

Be five

You brought sane insanity

Unreasonable reason

You also brought

The burden of your past

And together with mine

Made two and two

Be five.

That makes me

Ask how

Why

How can we manage

To start

From zero?

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EXPECTATION

Do not expect too much from me
I’d say
Do not expect anything at all
I could melt away
Any second

Change my mind
And then you’d so easily
Get into that disappointment
That disaffection
The devastating ruins
Of rejection
Long ago I also...

But it all disencumbers
Skeptically
As I also
Long ago. So long?
And now...

Do not live in the hope
That who knows
Maybe some day
Everything might be different.

Do not expect so much from me
I’d say
You’d better not
I could not guarantee

Keep for yourself that sympathy
Today I can give all this
Tomorrow who knows
Nobody knows
Well, I try to know

I am not into commitments
These days
Or any other
Of any kind

Too many vague affairs
Too many dull gaps
In a life of dreadful enticement

Do not pose there waiting
Hoping
Expecting anything from me

Been scorched, scalded
And then frozen, wilted,
Sunk-
Where I stand
And I’ll widen
Better, lighten
Only to escape from what
From me you expect.
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Mist Dream

Still waiting for a new sunshine

Not the first time

When you kiss my lips

And make me bliss…

Still waiting for so much to feel.

This heart so bright

Is so sad inside.

Still waiting for a single sign.

Dreaming

Always dreaming

You are at my side.

Such lovely pictures

Make up this mind.

You whisper words to me

I cannot recognise

I am kind of deaf and blind

But feel the presence

Of your touch.

Two bodies in perfect motion.

Passion flows,

Love grows,

Romance goes

So far

As far as I know,

The furthest I can hold…

Where did all the rest go?

You set me free from this apathy.

Getting out of the mist

Out of such ecstasy.

Where have I been?

Here I am.

Fixed.

Still.

Waiting for the sunshine.

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Sweetest Queen

No one but She

Queen of queens

Sophisticated lady...

She runs wild

Because her difference...

Too wise

For you to understand.

She runs wild

On a camel she can ride...

Or just

Run wide

To go and hide

Behind pyramids

Beloved desert

Where she observes

Jumbles

And then conveys...

She runs wild

Wilder and wider

Wiser

Than any other creature.

Stimulating

Even the most naive

Or the so-called distinct

Like you and me

But she...

She

Queen of queens

Clever

Gifted

Artistic

Unique

Able to swear

Evoke, avow

Her heritage

Her dreams

Which will let you chilled

Amazed,

Dazed.

Her dreams

Which seem virtual

Are but a real ritual.

So you can’t help it

So at her words bow

For she is

But the Queen

...No doubt.

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To my dearest, sweetest Queen, Nevine.

Her name should rhyme with ‘divine’... Well, to me- it does. ;-)

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Got To Hear…

Listen to the voices

Advising you

To keep warm

And aware…

Hear the voices

You are not awake

Don’t fake yourself.

Get on your way

They tease

Your ease

You capture

That chronicle

Subdue to the forces

Disturbing your conflict

Demanding amends.

Hang on to your aim

Balance those boundaries

Offer yourself

The hand of help.

Gash that fight

Against your trueness

Devotion of emotions.

Seize the light

Heal your content

Get to the end

Be transparent

Be yourself.

Hear the voices

They’ve come

To stay.

Start to pray

And praise

And reign

It’s your voice

Your domain.

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And Although You Deserve Much More...

And I hear your laughter

And your sense of humour

And I have a view of myself

While you do

And I observe you

For you are my genius

And I feel my tears

And you love me

For saying

I love you

And the rest of your reasons

And I feel your beautiful hands

And your feet

As I massage

Your discomfort...

And you thank me

For always being here

And you blame me

And then forgive me

And I feel my tears

For not having you near

Like in the old years...

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AND I’ve thought so much about You today ... So Much , so much more than usual...that I’ve written another one.

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You left us

And in doing so

You left us

All behind

You left us

Knowing

About the few too many hearts

All broken

Having to admit

Having to accept

You’d left us

All behind you.

You left

Against your will

And I cannot

Of that memory get rid...

You left against your will

And for that reason

Did not take time

Did not have time

Did not think about time

To say goodbye

And did not want

To hear our good byes

Or did you?

You left

Leaving behind

All these bloody

Material things

I’ve had to pick

You left knowing

I’d have to

You left

And now pretend

Maybe

That we understand

That we should learn

Have no other choice

But learn

Life is one and only

You wanted to live this

More than anyone else

So why

You left us.

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