Emailing

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FROM: Me
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TO: You
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SUBJECT: What I cannot say...
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Dear D,

Although we speak on the phone

Almost every day

Although we have lovely dinners together

(Three times a week on average)

Although we make love every time

We meet

Although we look at each other’s eyes and

Talk

So interesting conversations

Discussions about smart aims and goals

Although this and that,

I need to write to you

I need to tell you about it

Press the keys of every single letter of every single word

To tell you how I feel this deep sweet breeze

And these gusts of wind which seem

They want to take me there

As I face the outside

The sea so bright- as the night

And the moon and etcetera.

And because you are not here

Because I am so used to

Not having you here

All the time

Because you can never sleep the nights

By my side

In or out of me

Because this nuance

We can not share but through

Written words

I write and will go on

I need to say here so that

You understand

That when I told you that

I meant this or the other

That when you looked at that girl

I got furious

But you loved it

And you said I looked prettier then

And I love it

If you love it

I write because when I write

I get rid of all these messages

Statements, phrases

Idioms, sentences

Words that rhyme

And words that don't

To my head on and on

Yes, they come, any way.

And I drop commas

And I keep on

Pressing the keys of the words that report

So well and state better even than body language

Or maybe not as well as that…

But I write and my fingers hurt

But must be that

I was born to write

Especially when I miss

Especially when I can’t have

What I want when I want

And all that and more

All in all,

I write to utter

I love you

And so that

It does not go with this

Or any other

Wind.

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© Dulce