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Sunday, August 1

At Me




That was me fifteen years ago

That was me yesterday

This morning when I woke up

That was me when I felt

The only safe place on earth

The ground

Moved in an earthquake

And so my feet did not know

Where to stand

For there is

Nowhere to stand

When you try to be

Naturally pulled

By the natural gravity…

That was me the day I met all of you

One after the other

When I behaved

As the one

Who was not that me

And I felt ridiculous

That was me bowing at myself

Unaware that some sweetness

Lay underneath the simple

Yet perfect surface

That was me

When I considered anyone

Who was not me

Was better somehow or anyway

That was me when I cried

While I laughed

And found out

There was, is

Will be

Only this one

Me.


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16 comments:

steveroni said...

Oh! Dulce, that is beautiful beyond the words...ME. And it says SO much about you--about many of us. Oh, how much we ARE alike, us humans, no matter where in the world...
Love

S. Susan Deborah said...

I loved the picture and simple poignancy of the words. We are the only the 'me' to sustain, remain and be there for 'us.'

Joy always dear dear Dulce,
Susan

Brian Miller said...

beautiful thought today dulce...there is only one you...but others are no better...but every once in a while our gravtiy pulls at one another...

Desert Rose said...

"At me"..that line took me where i once was ME..loved this poem Dulce..i mean all ME is shaking at its beauty..:)
the image is very well picked,you do know your way to my heart sweetie..un abrazo fuerte..:))

Nevine Sultan said...

See? See what I mean? Your words are addictive... because they mean so much to all of us. Your words I read and it is as if I am reading about me. Your words so from inside your soul... as if they are being whispered... and not spoken.

We search for ourselves in so many ways. Sometimes we are searching without realizing it... or realizing what we are searching for. Sometimes we miss the subtle gestures that come from the universe... Sometimes we ache... we cry... sometimes we laugh.

Our surfaces are always perfect for us. And let anyone who looks at you and not see a perfect surface take themselves elsewhere. You are you and that is that... and the rest can go to ruin for all you care.

I see I have missed a little something called the "Blue Death". I shall make my way there, now... and leave you my crazy ramblings...

Big hugs,
Nevine

Sam Liu said...

Poignantly beautiful, Dulce. You express such a profound and deeply moving philosophy...true, there is only one of us, but how far can we trust our own identity? We may show ourselves in different ways, act differently in certain situations, we may be happy, sad or indifferent, but through every stage of our life and with everyone we meet, we are still *me*. Still our soul, still our body.

This was a wonderful, enticing poem, Dulce and a true joy to read.

Tammie Lee said...

that was me....
there is a lot of 'that was' in our world, to be in the present moment, making new choices seems like a rare thing. We seem to be in the past or the future for the most part. Lovely poem on awareness of 'me'.

Sheri said...

i almost felt embarrassed for you, for some reason, dear dulce, as if you were standing before us and removing your skin. as if your words alone did not convey the 'real' you? can you imagine my relief when you ended with such joy??
i'm finding that this blogging can be rough, particularly if you are thin skinned, as i am. especially if you find that you can't stop your life from flowing out of your hands onto the keyboard, sharing the most intimate things to a crowd of peoples who may not give a damn, or worse yet, will chastise or minimize the work.
i'll get off of my soapbox now...but only to say that i adore you, dear dulce, and i thank you for every bit of life that you've given to me so freely, without you ever realizing it!

Lisa Ursu said...

This made me cry,
and I thank you with a smile.

Alice in Wonderland said...

That was just beautiful!
I have been reading back through some of your older poetry, and I really love your style!


Thank you for the comment on my blog!

Ileana said...

Beautifully written and expressed, Chica. Self love is precious! Me encantó la foto que acompaña la poesía. ¡Esta perfecta!

R. Burnett Baker said...

Dulce, this poem beautifully cuts to the core of all of our (your) vulnerabilities. My interpretation comes from one who is youth in mind and heart, and driving much too quickly into "deep middle age". :)

A wonderful poem....thank you for finding me! I look forward to reading your previous writings this week!

Cheers!
Rick

Maha said...

I absolutely loved your word-play in here and how it added more brilliance to your poem. That was terrific!

Man Named Kim said...

this poem offers a wonderful ride through the variations of the self - you are so brave to share with us.

what is that old saying "no matter where you go, there you are."

Carrie Van Horn said...

A couragiously beautiful poem.
Lovely writing as always! :-)

JStar said...

breath taking!